Death is very tempting should i end my life ??

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Death is very tempting should i end my life ??
hi im nick ive answerd and asked a load of q,s on here but well as u may know i suffer from bad acne and i dont have to many friends which one of hits me anyway and no one realy pay attention to me everyone in my class makes fun of me espechially the girls and my family neva really pay attention to me i have ran away times im only i gert beat up everyday and i just feel theres nothing left for me i hav helped loads of people in ym life throught there troubles but i cant seem to get my self through this i mena looking bk at my life i see that i neva really fitted in i always listend to romantic sad music not rock like everypone else and i would whcth sad films not like evryone else i would be hard working at school not like everyone else god sake i was well what was i mena am a geecky looser i just always hated my life i mena look at my face its horriblre i know true beauty lies inside thtats how i lok for girls thier personality but know girl feels that way bout me oh nvm soz

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Hi NickbrbrI know you have a lot of answers already but I hope you get to reading right through to me!! Please ignore some of the idiots who type stupid answers because they can hide here. It is the same as the people who make you feel bad at school they hide their own insecurities by picking on someone elses. brbrNow, to the crux of the matter. You have acne. Badly it seems. This is horrible but something which will pass. One of my sons is unable to achieve continence and has to cope with the constant possibility of messing himself. He is not your age yet but has found the last years of school difficult and challenging because of the way others see him and increasingly the way he sees himself. And this is why I am telling you about my son the real problem you have here Nick is how you feel about yourself. It is not all about the acne. You feel different from others you would still feel that if you didnt have acne, but it might be a bit easier to cope with of course! brbrThe things you say about yourself make you sound like an interesting person not a sad one or a looser. You are at an age where everyone feels the things you are feeling but some feel them more strongly than others. I cannot stress enough that you must go to speak to either a dr or school counsellor or other person that you trust. You will be taken seriously and you will be valued. brbrUltimately, you sound as if you are going to grow into an interesting and confident young man even if you dont believe me right now!! Take control of your own future do the things you enjoy even if no one else is doing them you will find out later that lots of people were doing the same things but not telling others so as to fit in! and talk to someone urgently about how desperate you are feeling. The internet is not the place where you will find answers, tho you may find support here.brbrGood luck and very best wishes to you Nick.